4.18.2009
TEAM NORMAN COLDFLOWER. :D
4.13.2009
BEDODODOOO!

4.08.2009
BEDA: DAY 8; I'm a Cycle.

4.07.2009
Keh, so I was in this intense battle, right?
4.05.2009
BEDA: DAY 5; I Love My Mommy. x]
4.04.2009
BEDA: DAY 4; I love Taco Bell. So Much.

4.03.2009
BEDA: DAY 3; I'm Asleep Right Now.

That's me and my boyfriend's little brother. He's a cute kid.
But not nearly as cute as Reid (the boyfriend).
And that's not even why I love him. :]
And he doesn't read my blog, so you know I'm not just saying any of this.
It's been since around september, and it's so weird saying that I have a boyfriend. Because in all reality, he's so much more than that. He's kept me stable when I crumple to my knees and he can make me laugh forever.
I hate the phone. But I love hearing his voice.
When I'm not feeling well, he goes completley out of his way for my happiness.
We go on crazy adventures. And he listens. And notices everything.
My habits, the little things, you know? Things people never notice. And I'm comfortable with him, and safe.
Yeah, I'm fourteen, and this sounds like a stupid fourteen year old thing. But :] he's kept me moving for my entire freshman year, and that's really all I could ever ask for. I owe him my life.
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I really wasn't planning on talking about that, but when explaining my Reid Adler, I can't help but brag. x] One really amazing thing I came across today was thunder. I havent sat down and watched a storm since early fall of last year. I love watching thunderstorms so much.
I'll just sit on my porch, and listen to all the noises. It's the most calming thing you could ever do. It just made my day ten trillion times better. :D
I'd tell you more about it, and I probably will in the morning. But right now all I'd like to do is lay down and watch friends, and maybe call up Reid before I crash. I promise I'll say more in the morning. Sorry this was a waste of space for your eyes to look upon.
ByeBye.<3
4.02.2009
BEDA: DAY 2; Grawrawrr.


But, OH GOD, what a day. I'm starting to really hate society, because It's all or nothing to everyone. There's no compromise anywhere, people just want what they want and expect to get it. It's so ridiculous, because I'm willing to work with people if they work with me. But that just doesn't happen. Whatevs.
And, I deal with people when they have problems. Yes, deal. Let's face it, no one really wants to hear about other people's problems when they've got enough of their own. But when people have problems, I sit with them, and I listen. Today I had an emotional breakdown in front of my mom, which hardly ever happens. It's always the other way around. And when I started crying she looked at me like I had ten heads and brushed me off. My heart cringed. So i went upstairs, collapsed, renewed my strength like the freaking pokemon I wish I was, and went out to buy supplies for cookies. In the past three hours I made thirty beautiful cookies. I've just got to ice them all.
I figured I'd give some to my teachers, because it might help me do better. Haha, If i were a teacher, and a girl made me cookies, I'd definetly give some extra credit. x]
Hey, so remember that time when I said I got help for the cutting? Well, the teacher has yet to confront me about it since then. and it's been like a month and a half, and it's not getting any better. So, I don't know what's up with that.
That's it really, except my brother wrote his first poem the other day, just because he felt like it.
If I could fly
I would sore through the sky. I would be like a fly,
Then I made a sigh.
Oh, I wish I could fly.
He's nine. He can be really adorable sometimes. :]
4.01.2009
BEDA: DAY 1. =x
